This stupid fucking modeling bullshit is pissing me the fuck off. I hate that I can't express myself and voice my honest thoughts and opinions and have to convince people to actually Like me, because honest to God,

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK if people like me or not!

I know who and what I am, and what I stand for. I am here to serve and please God, & only God can judge me.

I can't stand politicking, & if I get kicked off this "reality" show, then that means I was TOO REAL for them!

They want a fake reality show, that's what they want.

I'm not a puppet.

This forum and my YouTube videos are my safe places. I cherish it dearly, & am so grateful for both.

And until this bs is over, I'm still gonna be promoting myself cause no one else is gonna do it for me lol.